Pain is what you all have got,
Each
one of you, close to me.
Pain
is what you all have,
Cos
of all my deeds.
For
all the love you gave, the trust you had shown,
And
the pains you took without a second thought.
I
could not repay you back,
I
could not show you gratitude.
I
don't know if I was selfish,
Or
was it just my foolishness.
I
could not decide, for whom to care and for whom to not
So,
I just decided not to care for you all.
Still
you cared for me,
And
loved me a lot,
And
still your expectations were high,
Very
high for me to fulfill.
Now,
as I drown deeper into darkness,
Never
to rise up again.
I
take the pain away from me and away from you all
To
live with which, I could not.