Adieus

Pain is what you all have got,

Each one of you, close to me.

Pain is what you all have,

Cos of all my deeds.

For all the love you gave, the trust you had shown,

And the pains you took without a second thought.

I could not repay you back,

I could not show you gratitude.

I don't know if I was selfish,

Or was it just my foolishness.

I could not decide, for whom to care and for whom to not

So, I just decided not to care for you all.

Still you cared for me,

And loved me a lot,

And still your expectations were high,

Very high for me to fulfill.

Now, as I drown deeper into darkness,

Never to rise up again.

I take the pain away from me and away from you all

To live with which, I could not.