Sorry, Little Girl

Some journeys are worth remembering,
And it was such a journey.
There was peace and joy in every face,
They seemed to be happy, so was I.

Station after station came,
Some lovely people left the wagon,
Some wonderful people came in.

I wondered how beautiful this world was,
With love and prosperity everywhere.
Hope that life could always be like this,
Smooth and easy, surrounded by such charming people.

The train halted, as I approached my destination,
And then she happened...
She stepped in with her glittering eyes,
Jostling her way through the apathetic crowd.

She came closer and stood right next to me.
She was the smallest creature there,
No taller than my knees.
Her eyes as sad as anyone's could ever be.

She tugged at my fingers, begged me for money,
And the mirage of my flawless world,
Came crashing on me.
I kept staring at her, as she moved away.
My hands still trembling, my eyes giving me away.

Some journeys are worth remembering,
And it was such a journey.
When a little girl came and changed me forever,
Her innocent eyes haunting me everyday.

The Struggle Within

What is holding me back

Inhibiting all the powers I have.

What is the path that I need to take,

to lead a really happy life.

My weaknesses have always torn me down,

But what are these I need to find out.

Blurry fog cover my dreams,

I have no certainty in what I see.

Isn't it time to win, time to rise?

Yes it is time,

To give a reason to my life.

Define my goals, define my dreams,

And then build myself to earn the win.

We all live, and everyone die

But life is more than just staying alive.

Adieus

Pain is what you all have got,

Each one of you, close to me.

Pain is what you all have,

Cos of all my deeds.

For all the love you gave, the trust you had shown,

And the pains you took without a second thought.

I could not repay you back,

I could not show you gratitude.

I don't know if I was selfish,

Or was it just my foolishness.

I could not decide, for whom to care and for whom to not

So, I just decided not to care for you all.

Still you cared for me,

And loved me a lot,

And still your expectations were high,

Very high for me to fulfill.

Now, as I drown deeper into darkness,

Never to rise up again.

I take the pain away from me and away from you all

To live with which, I could not.

Fairytale called "The unbroken heart"

If there was an unbroken heart,
How would it be?
Not even a single scar,
Only for everyone to envy.

Pain it would not have seen,
Nor the loss of love.
Neither would have it seen death,
Nor any of the horrors of the world.

It would have sung,
It would have danced,
It would have lived a life, full of romance.
It would have been the happiest of all,
Living without knowing the miseries of a fall.

It would have travelled to distant lands,
It would have achieved all it desired.
It would have got love, from the one it wanted,
Then never to be left alone, in the dark hands of loneliness.

Oh, what joy would have it been,
To posses the unbroken heart.
To live without pain,
To die without a scar.

Incomplete without you...

I don't know what happened

I felt as if something left me

Don't know what had between us changed

You just let me go free..

You just turned around and smiled

That moment, I knew that there was only pain inside.

The love that was there for so long,

Had faded like the sound of some distant song..

And suddenly I was alone,

Amongst the crowd of millions around me.

As you from my arms were gone,

Gone with you were my desires, my dreams.

I sat down with the broken pieces,

In shambles was my worthless life.

Trying to fix them though in vain,

I just tried to get rid of the soaring pain.

Till this day I wait for you to come back,

To join the pieces you took away.

As incomplete is my life without your love,

As is night without day.

Fake

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I tried to be me,

I did what I wanted

But only to realize,

That I was unwanted.

To get accepted

I had to fall.

To become one of you

I had to fake it all.

I changed everything

That once defined me.

To see everyone happy

I let my joys to flee.

I put a smile on my face,

That seemed never-to-go,

But the pain inside me

Was there to grow.

Now, when I am alone,

And I want to be me,

The billion faces that I have,

Sneer back at me.

As I look at them,

I realize the mistake.

Now I have lost myself,

Now I am a fake...

Dreams, hope and desire.....

Everyday the eyes open

Hoping for a new beginning

And the hope that hasn't fallen

Gives the reason for me to stand.

Days are moving like hours,

Time does not stop for you, it says;

And I keep fighting for the moment

With the hope to get there anyway.

There are those pulling me back,

Standing on my way, like a monstrous wall.

But, there are those who are always there

To take care that I don't fall.

There is a voice inside me,

that keeps me strong.

It applauds when I am right

And guides me when I am wrong.

The desire is too strong,

It will make mountains move.

I am fighting this war

And I know that I wont lose.